I march to the beat of a different drum. I play before I work. I stop to smell the sunflowers. I use hakuna matata as my motto. I laugh too loud and talk too much. I ask more questions than I get answers to. I pile too much on my plate and don't leave enough room for sleep. I make lemonade when life gives me lemons. I believe in fairness in this unfair world. I never judge a book by it's cover. I am currently indecisive about my future. I dream and scheme. I think outside the box. I love and fight. I think normal and perfect are overrated. I fear heights. I can keep a secret. I actually like conversing about politics and religion. I listen to songs whose lyrics mean something. I write poetry when I'm in the mood but rarely share. I feel bad when I eat animals and think this world we live in has feelings too. I obsess over giraffes quite frequently. I trip over flat ground and cry at kiddie movies. I drive recklessly and blast my music. I rock out two arms full of bracelets. I play with my hair and bite my nails when I'm nervous. I dig my toes into the sand whenever I can. I fall for the nerdy guys. I love with both eyes closed and my heart wide open. I have the 10 loveliest best friends anyone could ever ask for. I act ridiculous and live in the moment ♥
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
so maybe it is easy to move on.
i’m sure if i had to again, i could.
so maybe i shouldn’t feel stuck.
of course i have a way out, if i choose to take it.
but taking that way out means taking a chance.
and i feel rather secure in my safety blanket at the moment.
what would happen if i were to stop existing?
the world would keep spinning,
the grass would keep growing,
the sun would keep shining,
the sea would keep rumbling.
and people would move on, as they always do.
stuck?
feels like it :/
between a rock and a hard place, as the saying goes.
i never once considered…
that my actions affect others so deeply.
does that mean i’m inconsiderate?
a week from today, i won’t be sitting in this same chair trying to figure out what to do with my day,
i’ll be moving into my new apartment.
how exciting!
things will get hard
but we will make it through.
for better or worse, right?
or am i getting ahead of myself?
big steps
moving in together, getting a joint bank account, oh my!
seriously, two weeks from now
i’ll be sleeping in my new apartment with the love of my life by my side…
and one of my closest friends just a few steps away.
ha. i love it.
but not your best friend. because she’s a cheap whore and prefers to live in places that don’t make her pay.
i still love you even if you are a cheap whore <3
funny how
a few days ago i would’ve done anything to get away from here. this town.
but now, this seems like such a good idea.
cause maybe i don’t need to get away from carteret county.
maybe i just need to get out of this house.
the constant feeling of suffocation has become unbearable.
i just wanna breathe again.
seriously, two weeks from now
i’ll be sleeping in my new apartment with the love of my life by my side…
and one of my closest friends just a few steps away.
ha. i love it.
